Well....after a little bit of rage, not using snus for a bit, crying myself to sleep and learning to love again....I am back to snus full time.

I never left snuson, this is my no more smoking family......but I left snus for a bit....for snuff.

I was angry my favorite snuses had been discontinued back to back, I picked up on more snuff and couldn't find a full replacement for Gul and Taboca los.

Right now my top los of choice is Skruf Stark and I am going through a bunch of portions trying to find a work portion. Odens Extreme and Original are filling in here.....they are pretty fantastic.

I also have recently tried a bunch of the new Jakobsson's portions. Delicious as expected.

So. Where do I go from here?

I don't know. This snus journey has been longer than the extended LOTR dvd with 700 extra hours of footage played in slow motion....but infinitely more enjoyable.

I guess as long as I dislike Swedish Match snus I will ne at the mercy of the little guy's bottom line.....and I think I have come to terms with that. The little guy fits better.

Hopefully I can move on, and although I love a snus learn that all things come to an end.....

Hopefully I don't cry like a baby next time.

Really, who am I kidding?