I doubt that anyone here has been closer than Dear Whalen, thank the Lord.
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of the people I killed because they were annoying......
I've been wrong lots of times. Lots of times I've thought I was wrong only to find out that I was right in the beginning.
I had several heart attacks in several hours, went to the hospital, had open heart surgury, a quintuple bypass. But in the ICU I had my white light moment, just a pure energy state in which nothing was separate, just a singularity of peaceful energy, a oneness. I was brought back from that wonderful place by a annoying sound. I did not want to acknowledge it, lest I separate from the light. The noise was from my monitor, I had aspirated in my breathing tube and had stopped breathing and my heart had stopped. In one of the most selfish moments of my life I wanted the light. Then with a rush, I left the light, became a separate entity again, I opened my eyes and the doctor was working on me, they removed the tube, gave me a jump start, and I took a huge breath of air.
It was beautiful while it lasted. But I did not feel it was anywhere in particular, just a pure state of balanced energy. A pure singularity.
I just went to the Gym and took a two mile walk with the dog along the river path, so it is all right now. I am very lucky, you guys need to take good care of yourselves, I wish I had, snus has helped me recover nicely BTW. I have read many stories about what others have experienced. The stories can vary greatly.
Freakin starks can drag me close to the edge though! 8mg GN!
I just went to the Gym and took a two mile walk with the dog along the river path, so it is all right now. I am very lucky, you guys need to take good care of yourselves, I wish I had, snus has helped me recover nicely BTW. I have read many stories about what others have experienced. The stories can vary greatly.
Freakin starks can drag me close to the edge though! 8mg GN!
You do not feel like there is life after deth aren't you
You do not feel like there is life after deth aren't you
I am Gn. But it has more to do with a miserable commute, low pay, and the fact that my boss is a asshole! All these things are hard on my heart GN, making the life after death issue more pressing than I want to deal with.
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