Hey guys, i know its been a while, but I thought I'd post my experiences with snus on here as a kind of explanation for the cyclical relationship I have with the forum. I value the friends I've made on SnusOn over the last 4 years or so, and my frequent lapses from not only snus but from activity here will confuse some of you. I'd thought I'd check in and mention my difficulties.
On snus, ever since I started out in Jan 2009, it's plain sailing for a few weeks or months, but then I get really bad depression, which lifts when I quit it. It's even worse when I up the dose to sterks, which I've done several times. Over the last few months I'd been reduced to using one Oliver Twist at a time, which whilst not triggering the depression, is torture, as its not enough nic to keep me satisfied.
I am on quite a lot of medication, and I suspect that my antidepressant - Venlafaxine - is responsible for this weird depressive reaction I have with what is, of course, a mild stimulant. Antidepressants can do weird things, for example if I drink a significant amount of alcohol (something I no longer do) I have a 2-week hangover, characterised by depression.
At the moment I'm chain-smoking rolling tobacco. Something that doesn't depress me, funnily enough. It's obviously not a long term plan though.
Tobacco does me so much good that my life is fairly unbearable off it. I don't mean the withdrawal, I get through that. Just the absence of what is a very powerful and beneficial agent for my condition (big pharma are currently researching/developing drugs based on the effect of nicotine on schizophrenia/Parkinson's/ADHD/Alzheimer's)
I have had discussions with my psych doc, and she agreed that as I have other tools in addition to meds that have made a massive difference (I practice qigong and am on a ketogenic diet, which is brilliant for schizophrenia) i'll be gradually reducing then discontinuing the Venlafaxine. It could take several months, and when I'm done, ill be testing my theory with a can of snus.
I hope to be back :-)
On snus, ever since I started out in Jan 2009, it's plain sailing for a few weeks or months, but then I get really bad depression, which lifts when I quit it. It's even worse when I up the dose to sterks, which I've done several times. Over the last few months I'd been reduced to using one Oliver Twist at a time, which whilst not triggering the depression, is torture, as its not enough nic to keep me satisfied.
I am on quite a lot of medication, and I suspect that my antidepressant - Venlafaxine - is responsible for this weird depressive reaction I have with what is, of course, a mild stimulant. Antidepressants can do weird things, for example if I drink a significant amount of alcohol (something I no longer do) I have a 2-week hangover, characterised by depression.
At the moment I'm chain-smoking rolling tobacco. Something that doesn't depress me, funnily enough. It's obviously not a long term plan though.
Tobacco does me so much good that my life is fairly unbearable off it. I don't mean the withdrawal, I get through that. Just the absence of what is a very powerful and beneficial agent for my condition (big pharma are currently researching/developing drugs based on the effect of nicotine on schizophrenia/Parkinson's/ADHD/Alzheimer's)
I have had discussions with my psych doc, and she agreed that as I have other tools in addition to meds that have made a massive difference (I practice qigong and am on a ketogenic diet, which is brilliant for schizophrenia) i'll be gradually reducing then discontinuing the Venlafaxine. It could take several months, and when I'm done, ill be testing my theory with a can of snus.
I hope to be back :-)
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