I quit snus 3 months ago with relative ease but still think about it several times a day. I'm considering resuming my habit but I'm just not sure. I quit snus to save money, not feel like an addict/slave, and I had a tendency to use too much and feel strung out at the end of the day. However now I miss it because it helped me focus, and was a small luxury that I could get alot of satisfaction out of. I also eat more becuase I feel like my mouth should be doing something. I chew gum a lot too but it gives me headaches(around jaw muscles) so I cant do it all the time.
When I was using it, I felt bad about using it and wanted to stop. Now that I've stopped I want to use it and feel bad about starting again like I'd be causing disappointment to people in my life. I guess I just don't like feeling guilty about it. I want to be able to embrace what I love with out hesitation or negative feelings. Do you guys ever feel like that when it comes to tobacco? I've been smoking the occasional cigarette as well which I hate but I genuinely feel powerless to the tobacco sometimes. Using and not using both suck for their own reasons so I don't know what do go with. Any of you relate to this at all?
When I was using it, I felt bad about using it and wanted to stop. Now that I've stopped I want to use it and feel bad about starting again like I'd be causing disappointment to people in my life. I guess I just don't like feeling guilty about it. I want to be able to embrace what I love with out hesitation or negative feelings. Do you guys ever feel like that when it comes to tobacco? I've been smoking the occasional cigarette as well which I hate but I genuinely feel powerless to the tobacco sometimes. Using and not using both suck for their own reasons so I don't know what do go with. Any of you relate to this at all?
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