An apology and confession

[Liandri]

I still love ya bud. Hang in there. If ya wanna talk anytime, ask someone else but if you're REALLY desperate I guess I'll at least listen.

[GhandiSnus]

The damn "Conditional" love I feel she puts on me is the hardest part, ala a lot to do with the "nasal snuff" situation amongst some others...

Can I ask you a damn pertinent question? Is nasal snuff equal to or worth more than being in a relationship with this woman?

Most married men with sucessful marriages I know go by one rule:

"Shut up. And when your done shutting up, shut the **** up."

[Premium Parrots]

The damn "Conditional" love I feel she puts on me is the hardest part, ala a lot to do with the "nasal snuff" situation amongst some others...

Can I ask you a damn pertinent question? Is nasal snuff equal to or worth more than being in a relationship with this woman?

Most married men with sucessful marriages I know go by one rule:

"Shut up. And when your done shutting up, shut the **** up."

and remember to lie thru your teeth if you want to be happy.

[LaZeR]

Can I ask you a damn pertinent question? Is nasal snuff equal to or worth more than being in a relationship with this woman?

Most married men with sucessful marriages I know go by one rule:

"Shut up. And when your done shutting up, shut the **** up."

I like your charisma. :lol: Seriously in these troubling times the F... word actually lifted me and straight to the point. Hell no nasal snuff can go if it has to. This current issue(s) actually are unrelated but if I want that day to ever happen and the bells to ring and damn well know it has to go.

We are both getting help but still separate. Not easy, in fact today was one of the hardest days not to mention the day I lost my father in 1987 on this very day the 5th.

/SnuSoN

And I'm punishing myself with a probe whiskey portion I just randomly pulled from a tin in the freezer. Guess I need to both taste and feel the pain these days. :cry:

[GoVegan]

Yuck on the Probe stuff Lazer but if you really want to give yourself a beating, put in a portion of wintergreen snus.

You mentioned in your first post that this is the second time she has called off your engagement. I don't know your situation at all but this could be a warning sign that it MAY not be meant to be. Marriage vows usually include the words in good times and bad. I can see her making you to resort to the hand when you use snus but giving back a ring twice seems pretty serious to me and a different matter altogether. Heartaches suck but they are healed by time.

[RobsanX]

The damn "Conditional" love I feel she puts on me is the hardest part, ala a lot to do with the "nasal snuff" situation amongst some others...

Can I ask you a damn pertinent question? Is nasal snuff equal to or worth more than being in a relationship with this woman?

Most married men with sucessful marriages I know go by one rule:

"Shut up. And when your done shutting up, shut the **** up."

and remember to lie thru your teeth if you want to be happy.

And don't forget that it's always better to ask for forgiveness than to ask for permission.

[MojoQuestor]

Ron, I haven't had much to say in all this, but I want you to know that I support you.

Whether you and your ex get back together or not, well, only you know for sure if she's really the right one for you. However it goes, I wish for you much happiness.

[Veganpunk]

Ron, I haven't had much to say in all this, but I want you to know that I support you.

Whether you and your ex get back together or not, well, only you know for sure if she's really the right one for you. However it goes, I wish for you much happiness.

+1 Glad to have the old monkey back!

[Paul]

You CRAZY CHIMP, light on, life's a road that we build....


BTW can you trade thst ring for SNUS?

[Snusdog]

What the hell are you talking about Paul

Life is a road that we hire illegal immigrants to build for us at a fraction of the cost

Right after they build that big wall on the Mexican boarder to keep them all out………………no wait..


:?

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[Paul]

you damn dog...lolol

i thought that the wall was to keep those aliens in...lolol

[sheilalynn]

Re: An apology and confession

(snipped out parts of the message)

I appreciate all your patience with me, especially ICE. I know I've used this forum as a place to both "cut up - presumably in good faith" but not always working out that way along with a place to vent and unfortunately sometimes unfairly attack others due to my admitted emotional problems and especially at a time when I've been going through problems with my personal life but that is no excuse.


Thanks,

LaZeR aka Ron

Emotional problems aren't like leprosy, nobody's going to smack you around in here over them since I'm sure most of us have at one time or another have used this place to rant. It's only natural when you hang around a certain group of people, whether it be online or in person. I do know that sometimes it's actually easier in here to blow off the steam since whoever wants to help will let you borrow their ears. The others have the option to not read the thread or contribute to it.

Pretty sure that no matter what the problem is with anyone, someone else in here has had the same thing or something similar happen to them and they might not have had a place such as this to go to. The problems you're having though do suck big time and I just hope that you're feeling a little better knowing that we sympathize with you.

Things happen for a reason...might not seem it now, but it will some day

[Snusdog]

you damn dog...lolol

i thought that the wall was to keep those aliens in...lolol

yea I'm all confused




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[whalen]

Leave me out of the group hug!!!!!!! Although with Lazer it might be a group reach around, now back to snus-

[LaZeR]

Leave me out of the group hug!!!!!!! Although with Lazer it might be a group reach around, now back to snus-

:lol:

I know this one is worth chasing folks. I do trust in her. We both have issues to work out. Our personalities are just clashing fiercely at times but I do have a special trust in her, hard to explain I know the way it sounds. As far as her breaking it off before, again, I was pushing and she was stubborn, we were both wrong. She's played hard to get as far as the ring and has explained it to me even from the beginning. She is afraid of being let down like the past relationships she's had. We both have issues in our pasts to work out.

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Now wtf were we talking about? Oh yea, at least I got my doc to up my prozac to 60mg. Now if I could just get a subscription to some mary jane. Always wanted to try that shit..... More now than ever.

Special thanks to Mojo, I still owe ya bud and you to Liandri. :wink:

/Peace