As many of you know me and my ups and downs along with bringing much "drama" to the boards in the past couple weeks which I totally regret. You have all offered me endless support and compassion in the "addiction" we all share and deal with day to day. I just wanted to apologize to those I've hurt or negatively effected as of late whether by my sometimes questionable postings OR occasional personal attacks.
My ex-fiance and I have been gone through some troubled times. I admit, a lot directly to do with my own depression and insecurities. Thursday evening we had another fight and it ended with me once again (2nd time), holding the very ring I gave her over 6 months ago.
I appreciate all your patience with me, especially ICE. I know I've used this forum as a place to both "cut up - presumably in good faith" but not always working out that way along with a place to vent and unfortunately sometimes unfairly attack others due to my admitted emotional problems and especially at a time when I've been going through problems with my personal life but that is no excuse.
Just wanted to share this with those that have grown to know me on here and so there is no misunderstanding if I'm absent more than normal in the coming days, weeks, months? I'm not sure where life is taking me right now, I am an admitted wreck. It is very difficult when you try to pour everything into someone and in the end screw it all up.
I realize I'm a product of my own failures. Something I have to work on and try to improve. Just know and try to understand these are very tough times for me.
Thanks,
LaZeR aka Ron
My ex-fiance and I have been gone through some troubled times. I admit, a lot directly to do with my own depression and insecurities. Thursday evening we had another fight and it ended with me once again (2nd time), holding the very ring I gave her over 6 months ago.
I appreciate all your patience with me, especially ICE. I know I've used this forum as a place to both "cut up - presumably in good faith" but not always working out that way along with a place to vent and unfortunately sometimes unfairly attack others due to my admitted emotional problems and especially at a time when I've been going through problems with my personal life but that is no excuse.
Just wanted to share this with those that have grown to know me on here and so there is no misunderstanding if I'm absent more than normal in the coming days, weeks, months? I'm not sure where life is taking me right now, I am an admitted wreck. It is very difficult when you try to pour everything into someone and in the end screw it all up.
I realize I'm a product of my own failures. Something I have to work on and try to improve. Just know and try to understand these are very tough times for me.
Thanks,
LaZeR aka Ron
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