So forget FDA, PACT, the crackdown on my over the top image postings, and all the little whatnot's that sometimes seem like a big deal but in reality aren't shit regarding real life problems...
First it's my ongoing battle with depression and anxiety meds hitting an all-time low this week as a new one was introduced into my daily 'cocktail' of prescription BS physco drugs that gave me that 'out of body, feels like I'm either half dead or sleepwalking' experience all friggen day for the past 72 hours.
Oh actually some weeks before this, had been battling this friggin 'mystery' itch and random bite like breakouts all over my arms, legs, and at one point even my fingers that was finally diagnosed as friggen 'scabies' which I've had to throw everything at from Permethrin cream, tea tree oil, bleach baths, Stromocticil pill -whatever its called... you name it and finally getting some relief and subsiding from that but still seemingly with me at times.
Throw in a potential inner-battle going on against me at work with someone seemingly moving in on my job in a 'back-stabbing' way trying to take over my position as it appears all along while trying to play like a friend but finding out about things going on behind my back with management and whatnot.
My never ending battle(s) with my girlfriend (should I even say fiance' anymore?) with all the controlling issues I'm facing with her, constant judgmental bullshit, hardly ever admitting to her fault in an argument... So that finally came to a head tonight when out of nowhere to cap off an otherwise nice evening together she starts her "When are you going to get off your ass and do the stuff that needs done so we can plan the date..." and a few other more personal stabs. Couldn't take it no more so I left her damn place on very bad terms with a text msg back to her saying: Enough! We need time apart.
Blah, that's all... Just felt like sharing since most of you on here know I've been a nutcase to begin with. So my point I guess is as far as this being helpful to anyone in these times would be as frustrating as the current climate is for some of us politically along with most all of us with the new double-barreled legislation taking hold via the FDA crackdown & PACT, there are far worse things to deal with in life.
/Peace
First it's my ongoing battle with depression and anxiety meds hitting an all-time low this week as a new one was introduced into my daily 'cocktail' of prescription BS physco drugs that gave me that 'out of body, feels like I'm either half dead or sleepwalking' experience all friggen day for the past 72 hours.
Oh actually some weeks before this, had been battling this friggin 'mystery' itch and random bite like breakouts all over my arms, legs, and at one point even my fingers that was finally diagnosed as friggen 'scabies' which I've had to throw everything at from Permethrin cream, tea tree oil, bleach baths, Stromocticil pill -whatever its called... you name it and finally getting some relief and subsiding from that but still seemingly with me at times.
Throw in a potential inner-battle going on against me at work with someone seemingly moving in on my job in a 'back-stabbing' way trying to take over my position as it appears all along while trying to play like a friend but finding out about things going on behind my back with management and whatnot.
My never ending battle(s) with my girlfriend (should I even say fiance' anymore?) with all the controlling issues I'm facing with her, constant judgmental bullshit, hardly ever admitting to her fault in an argument... So that finally came to a head tonight when out of nowhere to cap off an otherwise nice evening together she starts her "When are you going to get off your ass and do the stuff that needs done so we can plan the date..." and a few other more personal stabs. Couldn't take it no more so I left her damn place on very bad terms with a text msg back to her saying: Enough! We need time apart.
Blah, that's all... Just felt like sharing since most of you on here know I've been a nutcase to begin with. So my point I guess is as far as this being helpful to anyone in these times would be as frustrating as the current climate is for some of us politically along with most all of us with the new double-barreled legislation taking hold via the FDA crackdown & PACT, there are far worse things to deal with in life.
/Peace
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