I've been using Snus since the end of January from basically a 20-25 cigarette a day habit for many years. Its not been smooth sailing unlike like for some of you. I've been having some pretty crazy experiences. Basically whats happened is that using a snus I have stopped smoking for several days/ couple of weeks at a time and then have smoked a 3-5 cigarettes over the course of a few days where I had particularly bad cravings. Since the end of January I suppose I've smoked about 35 cigarettes mainly by smoking 5 or so at a time in the course of a day.
So whats happened is that I've turned into a non-daily smoker but I'm finding it extremely hard to go to this being an absolute non-smoker forever type position. Theres no doubt that the snus has made the quitting I have done so far, so much easier. Theres no way I could have done it otherwise. Its just these intense periods where I really want a few ciggies. Its all on my own incidentally theres no social pressure aspect here. I have also noticed that since starting snus and having so many smoke free days I am beginning to have less tolerance for smoking. I can no longer smoke in the morning as soon as I get up for example. I find my body is slowly becoming reprogrammed to prefer a slower release of nicotine through snus. This change is remarkable as I usually lit up as soon as I got out of bed and put the tea on. If I try to smoke first thing now I feel ill. Likewise my tolerance for cigarettes appears to be decreasing. I can't have more than a few a day on the days I do actually smoke. If I have more than 5 I begin to feel sick and get a headache.
My goal is obviously total smoking cessation. My problem is that I cant really say I disliked smoking, I've always enjoyed it and I find the psychological aspects really hard to let go. I know lots of people tell themselves that they never liked smoking and all this stuff but the reality is that its just not true in my case and I am unable to tell myself this as some kind of cognitive therapy. I find I get both nostalgia for smoking and also the feeling that if something is really stressful I somehow 'should' be smoking. However as I am spending more and more days smoke free and facing stress and such like without always smoking it seems to be that surely my psychological dependence is becoming less.
So thats my smoking/ snus experiences so far.
So whats happened is that I've turned into a non-daily smoker but I'm finding it extremely hard to go to this being an absolute non-smoker forever type position. Theres no doubt that the snus has made the quitting I have done so far, so much easier. Theres no way I could have done it otherwise. Its just these intense periods where I really want a few ciggies. Its all on my own incidentally theres no social pressure aspect here. I have also noticed that since starting snus and having so many smoke free days I am beginning to have less tolerance for smoking. I can no longer smoke in the morning as soon as I get up for example. I find my body is slowly becoming reprogrammed to prefer a slower release of nicotine through snus. This change is remarkable as I usually lit up as soon as I got out of bed and put the tea on. If I try to smoke first thing now I feel ill. Likewise my tolerance for cigarettes appears to be decreasing. I can't have more than a few a day on the days I do actually smoke. If I have more than 5 I begin to feel sick and get a headache.
My goal is obviously total smoking cessation. My problem is that I cant really say I disliked smoking, I've always enjoyed it and I find the psychological aspects really hard to let go. I know lots of people tell themselves that they never liked smoking and all this stuff but the reality is that its just not true in my case and I am unable to tell myself this as some kind of cognitive therapy. I find I get both nostalgia for smoking and also the feeling that if something is really stressful I somehow 'should' be smoking. However as I am spending more and more days smoke free and facing stress and such like without always smoking it seems to be that surely my psychological dependence is becoming less.
So thats my smoking/ snus experiences so far.
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